okay i tried to post a blog but i wrote the damn thing out n then it disappeared.. if this one doesnt work, then forget it.. not like i really care that much anyhow haha.

anyway, my car's still in the shop, apparently they love it so much they dont wanna give it back :(  but its probly just as well cuz i needed some time to chill out.

so im going to chicago next week :) going to visit my sis n hopefully see chicago during some nice weather hehe. also partly the reason for it is cuz my house is getting fumigated for termites.. fawkers :P but theyre gonna die next week along with the ants n other random things roaming around my house.. :D

anyone want to be my chauffeur?? :P

happy birthday nifa!!!

so i got into a car accident earlier this week... yes it was a stupid one and dont worry i wasnt drunk... it was in the middle of the day. i was making a left into a parking lot in a left turn lane... the opposing traffic was stopped cuz there was a signal up ahead and i turned but this girl was driving along the curb (not in a lane) at about 35-40 mph and hit me dead on. fun stuff.. *sigh* so yea its pretty much my fault since i was making the left but partially hers for passing cars on the right and going at the speed she was going since traffic was stopped. at least no one was seriously hurt... anyhow.. a lot of drama going on with it.. things got more complicated than they needed to me but i think i finally simplified things a bit... but im stressed. so now can ppl stop asking me to explain about it cuz i would really rather not think or talk about it. i havent gotten much sleep in the past 3 days since when i get really stressed i tend to become an insomniac... not that i dont try.. i just end up lying in bed for about 8 hrs and fall asleep for about 3. great.... parents arent taking it too well but so far i think the worst is over.. lets hope and pray it is.. i dont kno how much more drama over this accident i can take. i guess in a way tho it made me realize a lot... i need to stop driving so much and get myself a job :P at least then i can pay my parents back for all the heartache i cause them... :T on top of that i had some issues with my credit card company so all in all its been a shitty week. happy 4th of july everyone :P

oh and happy birthdays to all u cancers.... glen, cam, nifa, stitch, johnny, and whoever else i forgot... sorry if ive been neglectful on those birthdays that already passed this week...

okay i know its been a while since ive last been on xangay.. but no ones even left me a comment on my last blog! haha.. whatevas.. anyhow... ive cut back a lot on my drinking... kinda odd.. but its a good thing.. my body was suffering way too much and it was about time i let it heal :P things have been kinda rough for me.. ups and downs.. so i think mentally i need to heal too. :P

i watched batman today~ good movie.

who wants to go to the beach with me??